I miss talking to you. It makes me jealous seeing that youre happy without me. Ive gone through this before. Never did i think i would have to go through it with you. We dont talk anymore. My friends say just talk to you and fix it myself. But if i fixed it, it wouldnt change anything. I could leave again and you wouldnt be effected. I dont want to have to fix it and this time i wont. Now i feel like im losing you. Why is it that im the only one that cares? I thought you cared about me… About us.
- 10 word story (via bl-ossomed)
I almost forgot the way you called me sweetheart and the way you said sweet dreams. Though then i remembered and it brought back the memories and feelings. I cant believe i almost forgot. That my just show how much you mean to me now. You used to be my world, now I’ve slowly learned to let you go. Ive survived on my own now. Im still here breathing. Ive done it all without you. Im finally feel free, i no longer have to depend on you, even though i wish i could. Im proud of myself for moving on without you but really, i wish i didn’t have to. It also brings an overwhelming sadness to know that you are fading away from me and my memories. One day the memories wont be as strong, nor will the feelings. I wont remember how you could make me laugh or all the first things i did with you. The places we would go out to eat. Sneaking out just to see you. All the i love you’s and the i miss you’s. One day i wont have almost forgotten, one day it’ll all be forgotten. And i think that alone is extremely sad.